Today's the first day I have made it properly out, 

I was nervous, excited and scared beyond reasonable doubt. 

 

I knew I had to go with  people invading my personal space, 

to the theatre and watch the look on my nieces face. 

 

To be a good adult and not show any fear 

I know in the end I will enjoy being here. 

 

It's all the trepidation at the start  

I know I have to sit tight and be smart. 

 

It'll soon be over and I'll be glad I tried  

I will be able to be hold my head up high with pride. 

 

Those witches of Oz belting out their songs 

I know in the theatre I was meant to belong. 

 

Fear has always crippled this dream  

So here I sit as a spectator it would seem. 

 

I'm out now the show was sublime 

My niece and I had a wonderful time.

 

I'm glad I made the effort but I'm exhausted now 

I'm hoping these things will become easier somehow. 

 

17/02/18 Natalie Sparnon